A Year In Books With Zoe
Sunday, August 4, 2024
Review: Sacrificial Animals by Kailee Pederson
Tuesday, July 16, 2024
Review: The Alone Time by Elle Marr Narrated by Jennifer Aquino, Christina Ho, Naomi Mayo, and Kenneth Lee
Thursday, July 4, 2024
Review: The Family Bones by Elle Marr Narrated by Jesse Vilinsky, Sura Siu, Jennifer Jill Araya, and Arnell Powell
If you've read some of my other posts, you'd know that I am a big fan of Elle Marr. Her stories are fascinating and the way her audiobooks are done makes the stories so engaging. This book lived up to those expectations. I especially love that each character has their own narrator, it really makes the story more engaging.
Following the stories of three different women, a story emerges piece by piece. One narrator, Olivia, is a 22-year-old graduate student (just like me) studying psychopaths due to her family's legacy of being psychopaths. Olivia is disconnected from her family which I definitely think is valid at worst some of them are murderers at best they're extreme narcissists. Olivia's avoidance of her family ends when a postcard comes in the mail telling her the Eriksen family (her family) is having a reunion. Eager to get more evidence for her dissertation, she decides to take herself and her fiance on the trip. The trip takes a turn for the worse on the first night when Olivia's cousin turns up dead in the lake. Immediately family members are suspicious and make guesses about who the murder could be.
Another narrator is an unidentified woman writing in her diary. She details falling in love with a man she calls Teddy. Everything is going well until suddenly it's not. His family is odd and he is very defensive of them. Her life becomes more and more entangled with his and eventually, she becomes pregnant with his child. She's excited to be a mother, but her child ends up not being exactly what she expected.
The last narrator is Birdie. Birdie is a true crime podcaster who focuses on the cases of people of color, whose stories are often neglected by the police and media. Based on a tip from an unknown source, Birdie begins investigating the disappearance of Li Ming Na who disappeared from a vacation with her boyfriend. Birdie decides to go to the source and begins going to places Li Ming Na was formerly. She eventually discovers that Li Ming Na was in a relationship with one of the members of the Eriksen family notorious for having a serial killer, patricide, and other less tasteful acts. She keeps digging deeper and eventually finds the place where Li Ming Na went missing.
The book is also split up into newspaper articles about members of the Eriksen family and the crimes they committed.
Slowly the story comes together. I was trying to figure out who the murderer was and what happened to Li Ming Na. There were multiple "twists" at the end that had me gasping. I was a little disappointed in the ending, but as a true crime lover, I am always more fascinated when the story is more gruesome (sorry I know that's horrible).
As far as content warnings go, there are a few, some of which are obvious. There's emotional abuse, murder, violence, violence against animals, sexual content, and more. Please keep this in mind before reading this book. Personally, I recommend listening to the audiobook if you like them. I thoroughly enjoyed this book and hope you will too.
Tuesday, June 11, 2024
Review: Pageboy by Elliot Page Narrated by Elliot Page
There are lots of things I could say about Pageboy, but I will start by saying that I thoroughly enjoyed this book. Page is very open with his story, recounting very personal details from his life. He starts by clarifying that his book isn't THE queer story, simply his own experience. I love how he makes it clear that his story is not the story that people should take in as what it is like for all queer people. He seems hopeful that his story will help others and I think there is a lot of comfort in his honesty.
Page jumps around through his life telling different stories. He talks about the complications that come with realizing you're gay and eventually the complications that come with realizing you're trans. His is a story of finding himself repeatedly.
Like many queer people, he faced backlash from peers, snide remarks, complicated female friendships (queer women and queer formerly women know that experience all too well), body issues, identity issues, etc. A lot of the experiences he talks about are ones that myself and other queer people I know have expressed.
There were many parts of his story that I resonated with, but at the time, the part in particular that I felt was seeing me was his talk about his eating disorder. At the time of listening to this book, I was recovering from my own eating disorder (something that I have struggled with since middle school, but only really acknowledged recently). He talks about being unable to eat things. Not an "oh I can't, I shouldn't", but a physical inability to swallow. I felt a sense of not being alone.
He describes his experiences acting and the way that it impacted his life. At one point he had a stalker which he details. He also had many secret relationships to maintain his image or the image of his partner within the media.
This book was a hard read(listen). Page's life was filled with a lot of really hard things. He talks about sexual assaults he experienced, eating disorders, the bullying he experienced from his own family, transphobia, homophobia, self-harm, and more. There were some instances in which he described injuries he experienced rather graphically. At some points, I had to stop the audio and collect myself before listening on.
As mentioned above, there are difficult topics within this book so you should be advised before listening/reading. There is mention of sexual assault, eating disorders, physical assault, graphic descriptions of injury, self-harm, and more. Please take this into consideration before reading the book.
Overall, I really loved this book. It was very intimate and personal even for a memoir. Page's ability to share his life story was deeply engaging. I highly recommend this book.
Tuesday, May 23, 2023
Review: Gender Queer by Maia Kobabe
Friday, May 19, 2023
Review: Forget Me Not by Alyson Derrick
I received this book from Simon & Schuster as a part of their book club favorites program.
Forget Me Not is the story of two young women who have made plans to leave their closed-minded hometown and move to California to be together. Just before they're about to move, Stevie (our point of view character) visits Nora on her farm and has an accident. Stevie wakes up in the hospital with no memory of the past two years. No memory of Nora or coming out. Stevie has to figure out life with no memories in an older body. She finds that things aren't as they were two years ago. She doesn't hang out with her friends, she doesn't hang out with her mom, and her dad is mostly uninterested in talking to her. To relieve some of the pressure of remembering, she hangs out with Nora, who she believes she doesn't have a past with. As the two spend more time together, Stevie starts to feel things she hadn't felt before.
This was a great coming-of-age story that I really enjoyed reading. The love was very sweet, but it was really about Stevie finding herself again. The small town they live in is reminiscent of the small towns I've lived in, where people grow up to be closed-minded. I think many queer people and people of color have had experiences like Stevie's where their friends are much more open-minded when they're younger but grow up to be just as awful as their parents. I read this book in two days. I was absolutely in love with it from the first few pages. The author actually co-wrote another book with her wife recently.
I highly recommend this book to everyone, but especially to queer people and people who are struggling with their own identity. Despite a lot of the harder stuff, it really is a feel-good read. I was sobbing by the end of it (in a good way). As far as content warnings are concerned, there is homophobia, xenophobia, Asian hate, mild sexual content, bodily injury, memory loss, and more. Please check out StoryGraph for a full list of content warnings as provided by other readers.
As always, happy reading!
Monday, May 15, 2023
Review: Angels Before Man by rafael nicolás
Let me tell y'all one thing from the start, the description of this book on Amazon was very misleading. I was not prepared for the way this book took me and broke me. Before I talk about this book, I'm going to give a content warning that this can bring up some religious trauma. Please be kind to yourself when choosing to read this review and this book. Also, if you're religious, this book may be offensive to you, so again, this may be a review you want to skip. Also, I can't talk about this book without SPOILERS so I apologize in advance.
Monday, May 1, 2023
Review: The Blessed and the Cursed by Jade Musto
I reviewed this book for Reedsy Discovery.
A forbidden romance between two young men who've loved each other for years. One, the prince, is dependent on the other, the nature blessed. Blossom is a man with rare powers that allow him to harness the powers of all nature's deities. Asher is the prince, but he was born with a death mark that only Blossom can heal. The two have been in love for years, but something keeps Blossom from acting on it. As the two's feelings grow and Blossom's secrets emerge, they find that Blossom might not be the only one hiding things.
This book was very easy to like. The romance is lovely and tender and drew me in right away. Blossom's secrets are kept from the reader for a long time, making them more interesting as they begin to piece together. I found the character's to be well-developed and unique. What I liked most was the magic system established in this book. The sun, moon, earth, fire, or water deities bless can the characters. These blessings give the people that are able to receive them abilities related to the blessing. Only Blossom has the ability to be blessed by all deities. Despite some of the more intense content in the book, it was a cozy read for me. The world sounds beautiful, and the characters seem like good friends. Musto did a great job balancing character growth, world-building, magic system creation, and the story. I also really appreciated the LGBTQIA+ characters in the story. In this world, they seem commonplace with same-gender partners and people who use they/them pronouns.
I recommend this book for LGBTQIA+, fantasy, and romance lovers. I found the balance between romance and fantasy to be well-maintained. A nature lover will likely also enjoy the aspect of nature powers. I think this is a book to check out. I enjoyed reading it. There are some content warnings to be aware of, and I will list some here. There are descriptions of physical abuse, sexual assault, bodily injury, and sexual content (mild). Overall, this was a great read, and I can't wait to see what else Musto puts out.
You can use my Bookshop.org to order the book. This will help support indie bookstores, and I get a portion of the sale.
As always, happy reading!
Monday, April 24, 2023
Review: Manhunt by Gretchen Felker-Martin
Tuesday, April 18, 2023
Update!
For any lovers of my writing, I have a story up on Kindle Vella now. The first two episodes are available now, and another is scheduled to release on Friday. The first three episodes of Kindle Vella stories are completely free. The fourth episode will release Monday, 4/24/23.
I would very much appreciate you trying it out and maybe even giving it a like. Writing is a big passion of mine, and I'm hoping to break into the field.
Happy reading!
Monday, April 17, 2023
Review: Blood of the Orc Prince by Lionel Hart
Review: Sacrificial Animals by Kailee Pederson
Sacrificial Animals tells the story of a man who grew up on a farm, Stag's Crossing, with his father and brother. His father was a st...
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Yet another book by one of my favorite authors, Elle Marr. I listened to this on the drive back from visiting my boyfriend at the beginnin...
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Sacrificial Animals tells the story of a man who grew up on a farm, Stag's Crossing, with his father and brother. His father was a st...