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Saturday, April 30, 2022

Meeting With a Friend as a Book Lover

 


I met up with a friend of mine today at the National Harbor in Prince George's County, Maryland. This friend has a tendency to be late so I brought a book with me and enjoyed reading in the sunlight for half an hour. There's something so nice about reading in the sun. I feel connected with nature and am able to enjoy the book so much more. It was also a super nice day today after a few colder ones. 

My friend eventually came and we decided to walk around the harbor browsing shops. As always, a store with book in the title caught my eye. We entered a small, cozy shop selling black books. This is the first black bookstore I had been to and the selection was incredible. Viola Davis' new book was on the shelves. Legendborn, The Black Flamingo, and many other popular YA novels. They had a whole section of cookbooks including one by Shaquille O'Neal (his smile was super heartwarming on the cover) and a plant-based diet cookbook. There were poetry books on love, including Maya Angelou (one of my personal favorite writers). They also had workbooks for mental health for black people. They had all the current black bestsellers. They were unfortunately sold out of The Three Mothers which is about the mothers of Martin Luther King Jr., Malcolm X, and James Baldwin. I have been wanting to read this for a while so I was a bit disappointed it wasn't available. There were also mystery books, sci-fi, and fiction. It was honestly a great selection and the shelves went way over my head. 

They also had shirts promoting reading black books and tote bags. The store itself had a very comfortable vibe and honestly reminded me of my hometown. The staff was also very energetic and kind. 

I ended up getting Kindred by Octavia E. Butler and The Vanishing Half by Brit Bennett. I've been wanting to read these books for quite some time, but haven't gotten around to buying them. 

The book store is called Mahagony Books and is a black-owned, family-run bookstore. They got their start online but were able to open up a store first in DC and then a second location at the National Harbor. They host author events and have a huge selection. If you want to support an indie bookstore, be sure to check them out. They have online orders if you are not in the DC/Maryland area. Happy reading. 

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Thursday, April 28, 2022

How to Get Free and Reduced Price Ebooks/Audiobooks

 Kindle Unlimited Subscription 

This is a $10 monthly subscription through Amazon that allows access to a wide variety of books. With over more than 1.4 million books on various topics. Many readers only know of the erotic/romance novels available, but there are also middle-grade books, mystery, horror, memoirs, self-help, and much more. This can be a good option for people who like reading virtually, but don't have the money to buy a bunch of ebooks every month. Right now Kindle also has a reading event going on where you get little badges for meeting goals. You can also input your reading goal. There is also the option for some of these as audiobooks. There are magazines you can subscribe to with this subscription. Some of the books are exclusive to Amazon. I do personally have this subscription and I like it. 


Kindle Book Deals 

Kindle book deals has free or reduced-price Kindle books available to purchase. There are daily deals and monthly deals that you can look at. There is a large quantity of old and new books of various genres. These books typically range from $0.99 to $3.99. This is especially good if you are looking for one or two books. 


Scribd

This is an $11.99 monthly subscription that gives you access to audiobooks, magazines, ebooks, podcasts, and sheet music. This offers over 2 million audiobooks and ebooks. They do currently have a free 30-day trial which is great if you want to figure out how much you would use it. Looking at the subscription page I saw quite a few book options: The Invisible Life of Addie Larue, Concrete Rose, The New Jim Crow, and others. They seem to have lots of popular books available. It looks like Scribd has a pretty average rating. 


Libby App 

If you have a library card, you can access Libby. This is a free service for anyone with a library card. If you can go out and get a library card, even if it is hard to get to your library to get physical books, you can access online books. Like a library, some of the books have to be put on hold and you have to wait to be able to access the books. If you're looking for popular books, you might have to wait a while to get them. There is, however, a large number of books available from classics to new releases. Libby has good reviews and a lot of book Tiktok Creators use the app. 


Audible 

Audible is an audiobook site/app. There is the option of a free 30-day trial after which you pay $14.95 for one free book or two if you have Amazon Prime. To me, this doesn't seem like a great deal, but I know my mom loves Audible so I have access to numerous audiobooks that she's purchased through it. There are tons of books to choose from on all different topics. 


 Chirp Books

This is an audiobook website without a subscription fee that offers audiobooks at a discount. This is another one that seems to be popular on Tiktok. 


Barnes & Noble 

Barnes & Noble has a wide selection of ebooks available for purchase. They even have a list of around 500 ebooks under $5. They also have a selection of ebooks under $2.99. This is a good option if you like to buy ebooks but aren't interested in supporting Amazon. Unfortunately, you can't use your Barnes & Noble membership discount on ebooks. 


ManyBooks 

This is a site with 50,000+ ebooks available. It is completely free and on the site calls itself a library. There are books of all different genres: romance, horror, YA, biographies, etc. 


These are, of course, just a few sites out of many. Hopefully, they help you to find access to more books. Happy reading. 

Tuesday, April 26, 2022

Libraries With Access to US Residents

The Digital Public Library of America 

This has over 44 million texts, images, and videos related to research. This library does not have books but does have artworks and historical information. Great if you have a research project or are researching your family history. 

https://dp.la/ accessible at this link 


The Brooklyn Public Library 

Recently, states have issued bans on certain books in schools deeming them sexually explicit or otherwise inappropriate. These books range from classics such as The Color Purple to Twilight. To combat this, the Brooklyn Public Library is offering online library cards to young adults ages 13 to 21. The cards give access to the wide range of ebooks the library has. The library also intends to make many of the banned books accessible with no holds. This is a wonderful resource to check out. 

https://www.bklynlibrary.org/media/press/brooklyn-public-library-94 Click this link in order to get more information from the library and learn how to sign up. 


The Smithsonian Libraries 

They mostly have research content, but there is access to some books on more specific information content. I would highly recommend this for art students as there are quite a few exhibitions. There is also an "Ask a Librarian" section at the bottom of the home page. 

https://library.si.edu/ accessible through this link


The Literature Network 

This site has access to around 9,000 texts of literary work (think Shakespeare and what you read in English class). 

http://www.online-literature.com/


Planet Book 

Another website with mostly literary works, but great if you want to brush up on classics. 

https://www.planetebook.com/


The Open Library 

This has free access to a number of ebooks including children's books. You can even make an account and keep track of what you've read. 

https://openlibrary.org/


Project Gutenberg 

They mainly have books whose copyrights have expired. You can also volunteer to help proofread. 

https://www.gutenberg.org/


There are other libraries that offer access to their ebooks, but many require a fee between $20 and $120 annually. There are also libraries that offer free cards for access to their ebooks to all residents of their state. Make sure to look into which libraries you have access to. 

There is also an app that shows the locations of Free Little Libraries. Click Here  this is the link that will bring you to their website and how to download the app. 

I hope this brings you greater access to reading. Please comment any other libraries with access. 

Sunday, April 24, 2022

Update On Me

I haven't been reading quite as much as usual because I have been somewhat busy. I'm getting ready to return home from college. I have to get rid of some things in my dorm for my drive home, I'm looking for summer jobs, and I'm trying to get experience editing. Also, it's getting closer to finals so I have a lot of school work to do in these upcoming weeks. 

I am still reading. I have an advanced reader copy I'm reading. I am looking over a manuscript for an author. I'm doing a buddy read with my boyfriend (we're close to being done but he is a slow reader). 

I am also on a book buying ban right now which is going okay. I definitely need to not buy any books at all these last four weeks that I am up at school. I have a pretty small car so I can't fit too much in it. 

I have some big reading plans for the summer. In May, I am doing a group read of The Priory of the Orange Tree by Samantha Shannon. I also want to tackle the A Court of Thorns and Roses series by Sarah J. Maas. I want to read the Throne of Glass series by the same author as well as Cresent City.  I want to read the Padme trilogy as well. I have always been a Star Wars fan, but especially Padme so I was super excited to learn about this book. I do have a few other advanced reader copies that I need to get through this summer. 

I am planning on starting a book Youtube account this summer as well. I'm planning to do book reviews, more extensive look-throughs of my annotations, and book ASMR. Depending on how this goes I may also start a book review podcast. It's just a lot that I want to do. 

I have created accounts on Fiverr and Reedsy for book editing so if anyone is interested let me know. I'm also on the lookout for editorial internships or assistant jobs so I can get more experience. 

I have already applied to quite a few jobs which is pretty tiring because there are cover letters to write and lots of information to fill out. However, it gets me excited about my future. 

I am getting ready to go into my last semester of college in the fall. This is very intimidating because I'm really not sure what I want to do with my life. I know I'm interested in working with books. I'm considering either library school or taking some editing courses. Let me know if you have any advice. 

Happy reading. 

Friday, April 22, 2022

Exciting Free Book Offer

 Amazon has 10 free books available on Kindle for World Book Day. These books will be available to download completely free until April 28th. Disclaimer: I have not read these books yet. 

The books featured are: 

Mother Dear: A Thriller by Nova Lee Maier and Jozef van der Voot. 

There’s only one thing worse than doing the unthinkable: what you’re willing to do to hide it.

Helen lives a decent, uncomplicated life. Satisfied in her career, she’s raising three happy teenagers, and her family has the most envied house on the street. Admittedly, she’s growing just a little disenchanted with her marriage to her workaholic husband, Werner. But that’s nothing she can’t fix. Then one day Helen comes home to something completely unexpected that threatens to shatter her carefully cultivated world.

For disaffected, young petty criminals Ralf and Brian, it was a scheme to make some cash: a quick home invasion. The targets they’ve chosen are Helen and Werner. With Ralf as lookout, Brian disappears into Helen and Werner’s house. But he never comes out.

And Helen’s nightmare is just beginning. She can’t possibly imagine how much worse it can get or just how far she’ll need to go to protect her family. 

(Synopsis from Amazon)

This has a 4-star rating on Amazon. 


An Eye for an Eye (Detective Kate Young Book 1) by Carol Wyer

A killer running rings around the police. A detective spiralling out of control.

DI Kate Young is on leave. She’s the force’s best detective, but her bosses know she’s under pressure, on medication and overcoming trauma. So after her bad judgement call leads to a narrowly averted public disaster, they’re sure all she needs is a rest.

But when Staffordshire Police summon her back to work on a murder case, it’s a harder, more suspicious Kate Young who returns. With a new ruthlessness, she sets about tracking down a clinical, calculating serial killer who is torturing victims and leaving clues to taunt the police. Spurred on by her reporter husband, Young begins to suspect that the murderer might be closer than she ever imagined.

As she works to uncover the truth, Young unravels a network of secrets and lies, with even those closest to her having something to hide. But with her own competence—and her grip on reality—called into question, can she unmask the killer before they strike again?

(Synopsis from Amazon)

This has a 4.5-star rating on Amazon. 


The Easy Life in Kamusari (Forest Book 1) by Shion Miura. Translated by Juliet Winters Carpenter. 

From Shion Miura, the award-winning author of The Great Passage, comes a rapturous novel where the contemporary and the traditional meet amid the splendor of Japan’s mountain way of life.

Yuki Hirano is just out of high school when his parents enroll him, against his will, in a forestry training program in the remote mountain village of Kamusari. No phone, no internet, no shopping. Just a small, inviting community where the most common expression is “take it easy.”

At first, Yuki is exhausted, fumbles with the tools, asks silly questions, and feels like an outcast. Kamusari is the last place a city boy from Yokohama wants to spend a year of his life. But as resistant as he might be, the scent of the cedars and the staggering beauty of the region have a pull.

Yuki learns to fell trees and plant saplings. He begins to embrace local festivals, he’s mesmerized by legends of the mountain, and he might be falling in love. In learning to respect the forest on Mt. Kamusari for its majestic qualities and its inexplicable secrets, Yuki starts to appreciate Kamusari’s harmony with nature and its ancient traditions.

In this warm and lively coming-of-age story, Miura transports us from the trappings of city life to the trials, mysteries, and delights of a mythical mountain forest.

(Synopsis from Amazon)

 This has a 4-star rating on Amazon. 


The Caiman by Maria Eugenia Manrique. Illustrated by Ramon Paris. Translated by Amy Brill. 

The unforgettable story of a man and his alligator.

When Faoro the clockmaker adopts a baby alligator, he has no idea that someday their story will travel far and wide. But the town of San Fernando de Apure would never forget this kind young man and his adoring alligator, who played with the neighborhood children, took part in Faoro’s wedding, and, eventually, mourned his loss. Now their story is being shared with the world.

In this delightful picture book first published in Venezuela, the author brings us back to her own childhood in Venezuela, as one of the children who used to visit this famous caiman, to tell the story of a man who loved animals and how his friendship with his alligator sparked a lasting legacy.

(Synopsis from Amazon) 


 This book has a 4.5-star rating on Amazon. 


North to Paradise: A Memoir by Ousaman Umar. Translated by Kevin Gerry Dunn. 

The inspiring true story of one man’s treacherous boyhood journey from a rural village in Ghana to the streets of Barcelona—and the path that led him home.

Ousman Umar is a shaman’s son born in a small village in Ghana. Though his mother died giving birth, he spent a contented childhood working the fields, setting traps in the jungle, and living off the land. Still, as strange and wondrous flying machines crisscrossed the skies overhead, Ousman dreamed of a different life. And so, when he was only twelve years old, he left his village and began what would be a five-year journey to Europe.

Every step of the way, as he traveled across the Sahara desert, through the daunting metropolises of Accra, Tripoli, Benghazi, and Casablanca, and over the sea aboard a packed migrant dinghy, Ousman was handed off like merchandise by a loose network of smugglers and in the constant, foreboding company of “sinkers”: other migrants who found themselves penniless and alone on their way north, unable to continue onward or return home.

But on a path rife with violence, exploitation, and racism, Ousman also encountered friendship, generosity, and hope. North to Paradise is a visceral true story about the stark realities of life along the most dangerous migrant route across Africa; it is also a portrait of extraordinary resilience in the face of unimaginable challenges, the beauty of kindness in strangers, and the power of giving back.

(Synopsis from Amazon) 

This book has a 4.5-star rating on Amazon. 


The Puma Years by Laura Coleman. 

In this rapturous memoir, writer and activist Laura Coleman shares the story of her liberating journey in the Amazon jungle, where she fell in love with a magnificent cat who changed her life.

Laura was in her early twenties and directionless when she quit her job to backpack in Bolivia. Fate landed her at a wildlife sanctuary on the edge of the Amazon jungle where she was assigned to a beautiful and complex puma named Wayra. Wide-eyed, inexperienced, and comically terrified, Laura made the scrappy, make-do camp her home. And in Wayra, she made a friend for life.

They weren’t alone, not with over a hundred quirky animals to care for, each lost and hurt in their own way: a pair of suicidal, bra-stealing monkeys, a frustrated parrot desperate to fly, and a pig with a wicked sense of humor. The humans, too, were cause for laughter and tears. There were animal whisperers, committed staff, wildly devoted volunteers, handsome heartbreakers, and a machete-wielding prom queen who carried Laura through. Most of all, there was the jungle—lyrical and alive—and there was Wayra, who would ultimately teach Laura so much about love, healing, and the person she was capable of becoming.

Set against a turbulent and poignant backdrop of deforestation, the illegal pet trade, and forest fires, The Puma Years explores what happens when two desperate creatures in need of rescue find one another.

(Synopsis from Amazon) 

This has a 4.5-star rating on Amazon. 


The Ardent Swarm: A Novel by Yamen Manai. Translated by Lara Vergnaud. 

From an award-winning Tunisian author comes a stirring allegory about a country in the aftermath of revolution and the power of a single quest.

Sidi lives a hermetic life as a bee whisperer, tending to his beloved “girls” on the outskirts of the desolate North African village of Nawa. He wakes one morning to find that something has attacked one of his beehives, brutally killing every inhabitant. Heartbroken, he soon learns that a mysterious swarm of vicious hornets committed the mass murder—but where did they come from, and how can he stop them? If he is going to unravel this mystery and save his bees from annihilation, Sidi must venture out into the village and then brave the big city and beyond in search of answers.

Along the way, he discovers a country and a people turned upside down by their new post–Arab Spring reality as Islamic fundamentalists seek to influence votes any way they can on the eve of the country’s first democratic elections. To succeed in his quest, and find a glimmer of hope to protect all that he holds dear, Sidi will have to look further than he ever imagined.

In this brilliantly accessible modern-day parable, Yamen Manai uses a masterful blend of humor and drama to reveal what happens in a country shaken by revolutionary change after the world stops watching.

(Synopsis from Amazon) 

This has a 4.5-star rating on Amazon. 


Where the Desert Meets the Sea: A Novel by Werner Sonne. Translated by Steve Anderson. 

An illuminating and heart-stirring historical novel set in post-WWII Palestine, where the boundaries of love and friendship are challenged by the intractable conflicts of war.

Jerusalem, 1947: Judith, a young Jewish survivor of the Dachau concentration camp, arrives in Mandatory Palestine, seeking refuge with her only remaining relative, her uncle. When she learns that he has died, she tries to take her own life in despair.

After awakening in the hospital, Judith learns that Hana, a Muslim Arab nurse, has saved her life by donating her own blood. While the two women develop a fragile bond, each can’t help but be drawn deeper into the political machinations tearing the country apart. After witnessing the repeated attacks inflicted on the Jews, Judith makes the life-changing decision to join the Zionist fight for Jerusalem. And Hana’s star-crossed love for Dr. David Cohen, an American Jew out of his element and working only to save lives, will put her own life in danger.

Then the political situation worsens. When tensions erupt, a shocking act of violence threatens Judith and Hana’s friendship—and the destinies of everyone they love.

(Synopsis from Amazon)

This has a 4-star rating on Amazon. 


The Sky Kingdom by Tang Qi. Translated by Poppy Toland. 

When the immortal Bai Qian finally meets her intended husband, the heir to the Sky Throne, she considers herself in luck—until an old enemy returns to threaten everything she holds dear…

When a mortal woman enters the immortal world to be with her true love, she sparks a jealousy that ends in tragedy…

And when a war god depletes his spiritual energy, his devoted student sustains his body with her own heart’s blood until the god’s scattered soul reassembles…

Spanning a thousand years of tangled lives, To the Sky Kingdom is a story of epic battles, passion, evil, and magic. In its journey across worlds and time, it delves into the powerful forces that drive mortals and gods alike toward revenge, loyalty—and love.

(Synopsis from Amazon)

This has a 4.5-star rating on Amazon. 


The Other Man by Farhad J. Dadyburjor. 

A heartwarming and transporting romantic comedy about finding happy ever after on your own terms.

Heir to his father’s Mumbai business empire, Ved Mehra has money, looks, and status. He is also living as a closeted gay man. Thirty-eight, lonely, still reeling from a breakup, and under pressure from his exasperated mother, Ved agrees to an arranged marriage. He regrettably now faces a doomed future with the perfectly lovely Disha Kapoor.

Then Ved’s world is turned upside down when he meets Carlos Silva, an American on a business trip in India.

As preparations for his wedding get into full swing, Ved finds himself drawn into a relationship he could never have imagined—and ready to take a bold step. Ved is ready to embrace who he is and declare his true feelings regardless of family expectations and staunch traditions. But with his engagement party just days away, and with so much at risk, Ved will have to fight for what he wants—if it’s not too late to get it.

(Synopsis from Amazon)

This has a 4-star rating on Amazon. 


Amazon

Be sure to check out these books. Happy reading. 

Tuesday, April 19, 2022

Review: My Dark Vanessa by Kate Russell

 


I'm going to start this book review with content warnings due to the nature of the story. This book depicts pedophilia, adult/minor relationships, grooming, sexual abuse, suicide, victim-blaming, and other disturbing content. As always, I recommend checking StoryGraph for a full list of content warnings. This book is extremely dark and difficult to read. I advise interested parties to ensure the safety of their minds and bodies before and while reading. 

To be completely honest, I'm not sure why I picked up this book. I had seen it on Tiktok, but I don't know why it appealed to me. The description of this book is not a light one. This is a dark book with very serious content. It was a difficult read. 

This book is about a woman named Vanessa who in 2001 engaged in an affair with her high school teacher at the age of fifteen. In 2017, Vanessa is a woman in her thirties when the teacher she had an affair with, Strane, has other allegations of sexual abuse of students brought against him. The book goes from the present in 2017 to the past in which Vanessa is having her affair with Strane and growing up. 

Kate Russell says she wrote this book after reading Lolita as a young woman. Personally, I only got about halfway through Lolita. I felt the need to read it as it is a classic, but the book is disgusting. It reads like an excuse for pedophilia and an effort to make you empathize with a pedophile, regardless of the author's intentions. It is not a love story. Russell said that she wrote this book and wished that she would have read it alongside Lolita. 

My Dark Vanessa is the story of the victim of sexual abuse, but it's more complicated than that. Vanessa does not see herself as a victim, she was a willing participant, she claims, although there are multiple instances in which it is very clear she was not. She puts a lot of the responsibility for Strane's choices on herself despite the fact that he was a forty-two-year-old man capable of making decisions for himself. 

This book is frustrating. Vanessa blames herself, she victim-blames and minimizes the experiences of the other girls hurt by Strane. She lets herself be caught up in his way of thinking throughout her life. She stays caught up in him until he dies. 

This book also made me realize how easily a teacher could have done this to me. I adored many of my teachers. I was desperate for love and attention in the same way Vanessa is. I was also in an abusive relationship my freshmen year of high school although with a person my own age. It reminded me of a teacher I had as a freshman, who took a special interest in me. He brought a book he specifically wanted me to read and wouldn't take it back when I brought it to him. He paid me special attention in class. He brought me a soda for my birthday, which he did for no other students. This teacher was asked to leave the school (I'm not sure what for, but I suspect it was due to inappropriate interactions with students). I wonder if he would've tried to do what Strane did had he stayed. Perhaps I'm looking too much into that. 

Despite the difficulty of this book, I'm glad I read it. Vanessa expressed a lot of the feelings I felt when recovering from my own abuse. She shows the victim's side but without becoming nothing more than the victim. This book made me think deeper about what it means to be a victim and what it means to be a survivor and how abuse can define a person. We are more than what the person did to us. I think that this can be a valuable read for people who have experienced similar things. 

I appreciate Russell's decision to write something like Lolita but from the eyes of the Lolita instead of the eyes of the abuser. The survivor's story is far more important than that of the perpetrator anyway. 

Overall, I was very moved by this book. I found myself heavily annotating my copy as I read through it. It is a worthwhile read despite the disturbing content present. It is definitely something I will be keeping o my shelf. My copy of Lolita, however, will be given away. 


Thursday, April 14, 2022

Content Warnings and Why They're Important

A current topic of debate I've seen in the book community is the topic of content warnings. For those of you who don't know, content warnings list out the possible offensive, harmful, traumatic, etc. content present in a book. They don't necessarily have to be triggers of PTSD, but can also be a warning for content some readers are not interested in. 

Content warnings help readers to decide if this is the book for them. If you don't like pregnancy tropes in romance, you probably want to know if a book contains it before you buy it. If you don't want your kid reading something with sexual content, you probably want to know before you buy the book. I remember when I first started reading my mom's rule was if the scene started to get sexy I had to stop reading it and let her look it over before I could read more. Content warnings just weren't as accessible in the 2000s. 

I also remember getting a book and reading it that dealt heavily with sexual assault following my own assault. This was very traumatic for me and I probably wouldn't have read it had I known the content. There are also plenty of books that have been really harmful to my mental state. 

Nowadays, for me, I typically like a heads up if certain content is going to be present in the book that I'm reading. I don't want to be reading something expecting it to be a fun, happy read, and bam something traumatic happens. 

I also think we have this tendency today to look down on people for worrying about trigger warnings which is why I prefer the term content warnings, but not wanting to have a negative reaction to media you're trying to enjoy is completely valid. We need to be supportive of people making decisions to keep their minds safe the same way we support people keeping their bodies safe. We also need to accept that there is some content that people do not want to consume. 

Content warnings keep everyone safer. It keeps tweens and teens from reading things that are not appropriate for them. It helps people not interested in sex scenes avoid them. It helps people not interested in gore avoid it. It makes reading more enjoyable and more accessible. We need to realize content warnings help everyone. 

Also, I want to know if a book is racist or ableist or homophobic, etc. so I know not to support that author with my money. 

As always my favorite place to find content warnings is StoryGraph. This site lets readers add in the trigger warnings that they find while reading. You can also type "book title content warnings" into your internet search bar. 

With that, I will say happy reading. 

Tuesday, April 12, 2022

Review: An Unthinkable Think Nicole Lundrigan

 


This book comes out today! Be sure to check it out. 

I read this as an advanced reader copy through Netgalley. This book is wonderfully written. I was engaged pretty much the second I started reading and Lundrigan did not lose my attention for the rest of the story. This book follows Thomas, an 11-year-old boy whose life has been changed completely following a tragedy involving his aunt. He moves in with his mother who lives in a huge house owned by this rich family. Thomas imagines grandeur but is disappointed by what he finds. 

I liked that there were police reports/ court recordings in between every few chapters. This made the mystery more interactive. As I was reading the story, I would get a police report and try to put together what had happened. These police reports are in the future from what I was currently reading, so I hadn't seen and experienced what Thomas had at that point. It was interesting trying to figure out what happened and the motives of the other characters. 

It's also interesting looking through the eyes of a child. Thomas doesn't understand everything that is being told to him, as an adult I can understand some, but it's harder to piece together. Another thing is, that Thomas is just a really good person. He cares about the people that he is interacting with. 

This book is really interesting and captivating. I was making conclusions before I finished it, so I was surprised by the ending completely. It's horrible what happened, but I think the victims of the murder got what they deserved. 

I will say that there are a lot of content warnings in this book. Unfortunately as of now, I am the only one who added them on StoryGraph. There is death, violence, hinted domestic abuse, infidelity, rape, possible rape of a child/teenager by an adult, car accidents, drug abuse, and that's all I can remember. As more people read the book, it is likely more warnings will be uploaded to StoryGraph. 

I highly recommend this book if you like murder mysteries and darker stories. It held my attention and was a pretty fast read for me. It does come out today, so be sure to give the author some love and get your copy. 

You can get your copy on AmazonBarnes and NobleThriftbooks, as well as many other retail locations. 

Friday, April 8, 2022

Review: The Dragon's Bride by Katee Robert

 


This is the first Katee Robert book that I have read. I own a couple of her other books but hadn't gotten around to reading them yet. However, I follow her on social media and saw that she was coming out with this book. First of all, the cover of this book is beautiful. I really want to display it proudly on my bookcase when I have more room to do so. I will say there is a discrete cover option if you would prefer. That cover is also very pretty and I may, at some point, add that to my collection as well. 

This book is a romance between a human woman and a dragon-humanoid man. The woman, Briar Rose, signs a contract with a demon in order to kill her abusive ex. The contract requires she go to a realm in which monsters exist and allow them to seduce her. She is put on an auction block with four other women and the monsters claim one for their own. She ends up with Sol, a dragon. Sol and Briar are forced to marry due to his culture's strict rules and Briar finds out that Sol wants her to bear his children. The one catch is that she's only there for seven years, how can she have a child and leave it behind? 

This book was lovely. There is a tenderness in the romance that makes it absolutely delicious and let me say this book is heavy on the spice (sexual content). I loved how the book dealt with Briar's recovery from the abusive relationship she was previously in. It is not often that I find stories in which the heroine is a survivor of abuse and it is always a comfort to me as a survivor myself. The kind, sweet, and loving way Sol treats her and her finding her voice and accepting her pleasure is the kind of healing many survivors need. The idea that there is love and value after the violence. I think Robert handled this topic excellently. 

I will also say the fantasy aspect of this book was really well-written. It was not an overload of information about the world, but just enough to set the tone and focus on the romance/spice. Honestly, I liked this book so much I want to give it to my mom, grandma, and anyone I meet. However, I know the content is not for everyone. It's human-on-dragon which some people might feel uncomfortable with. Also, this book has some very, very sexy scenes. 

As always, I recommend checking StoryGraph for a full list of content warnings. Robert does include warnings in the front of the book, but as far as I've seen this book is not available in physical store locations. I thoroughly enjoyed this book and am impatiently waiting for the next in the series. If you like monster romance, or even just want to give it a try (this was my first), I recommend checking this book out. 

Thursday, April 7, 2022

Sometimes I Put Too Many Books On My Plate

 I am an avid book lover, as can be seen by this blog, my Goodreads, StoryGraph, Tiktok, Instagram, bedroom, etc. However, I sometimes have a tendency to overload myself with books. I am constantly buying books which is a definite problem (I am on a book buying ban until I get back to Texas, so wish me luck). I download way too many books on Kindle Unlimited. I request too many books on Netgalley expecting to get rejected for the titles. I also have had authors reach out to ask me to read their books. And, I signed up for a summer ambassador program that will be sending me books soon. 

Right now, I have a Netgalley review I need to do by next week so I can promote the book before its publication date. It can get somewhat stressful. It's not that these books aren't interesting and I don't want to read them, it's just my brain freaks out when I give it too much to do all at once. I'm trying really hard to finish all my current reads, but I also have a bunch of assignments due soon at school. It can just get very stressful. 

Sometimes I have to remind myself that the purpose of reading is that it is supposed to bring me joy. It really does, but I can also find myself feeling like I need to rush to finish what I'm reading. Especially now that I am a content creator. I feel like I need to finish a book every few days in order to make content. I also want to exceed my reading goals so there is pressure to do that as well. I still enjoy books, but I have to keep telling myself it is okay to take my time. 

My advice is, don't over-request on Netgalley and platforms like that, and don't feel pressured to keep up with the goals that you've set or even other readers. It's okay to only get to one book a month. It's okay to only get to one book a year. Enjoy what you're reading. 

Sunday, April 3, 2022

A March Reading Wrap Up

 


This image is from StoryGraph. I really recommend this website for avid readers as it can be interesting to see a breakdown of my reading habits by month or by year. You can also set a yearly book and page goal. If you're like me and struggle to make your own book journal, this is super helpful. 

In March, I managed to read eleven books. Two of these books were from my "to finish" pile so I had already started them. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to read as many from this pile as I would have liked. However, I am going to try to read two from my "to finish" pile a month. 

As you can see, I tend to read tense and dark books most often, although I will say that this chart looks a lot more diverse than some of my others. Dark does tend to be my largest section of the pie every month though. I also read way more than I usually do in March. In previous months this year, I read about 6 books per month. I'm not sure why the growth in my reading was so dramatic this month. 

Each of the books I read this month is reviewed in this blog, but I will list the books here and give a short description/review. 

The House on Mango Street by Sandra Cisneros. This book is short vignettes about living on a particular street as this young woman is growing up. I really enjoyed this book as it was interesting to watch as this girl's neighborhood changed. It was also interesting to see how her views of her neighborhood were changing throughout her life. I believe that some middle schools read this book. (This was in my "to finish" pile.) 

The Southern Book Club's Guide to Slaying Vampires by Grady Hendrix. This is the story of suburban moms in the 90s. They form a book club in which they read about gruesome murders to have a break from the mundanity of their lives as stay-at-home moms. When a new man moves in, our main character Patricia grows suspicious of his behavior. I did enjoy this book although I will say there were some parts that I found unnecessary. Some readers do complain that Hendrix tends to have "man writing woman syndrome" in which the women have very little personality or their personalities and feelings are shallow. Regardless, I liked this book and recommend it. I will say I don't really find Hendrix's work scary. This is an adult horror. 

Nightcrawling by Leila Mottley. This book was an advanced reader copy that I read from Netgalley. This book will be available for purchase on June 7, 2022. This is the story of a young woman in Oakland who is struggling to get by as she and her brother are jobless. She finds herself a part of the prostitution scene and ends up involved with the police. This is an incredible book, extremely well-written. I highly recommend picking it up when it is published. This is an adult novel as well. 

I'm Thinking of Ending Things by Iain Reid. I picked up this book because I saw it had been made into a Netflix movie. This book was really interesting and held my attention until the very end. I finished it but lost interest in the last 30 or so pages. I was shocked by what happened but disappointed. The ending made me not like the book as much as I had when I was reading. This is also an adult horror.  

Get a Life, Chloe Brown by Talia Hibbert. This book was just too cute. I really enjoyed Chloe's personality and seeing representation of people with chronic illness. The romance in this book was very sweet and very sexy. I enjoyed the storyline and plan on finishing The Brown Sisters trilogy soon. This is an adult romance. 

Dead Collections by Isaac Fellman. This is the story of a transman who is a vampire and archivist and lives in the archives of his workplace. When he meets the widow of a TV writer he once fanned over, he finds himself falling for her. This book looks at transness, gender expression, identity, etc. I found it absolutely wonderful. This is an adult novel. 

My Mechanical Romance by Alexene Farol Follmuth. This is another advanced reader copy I got from Netgalley. It comes out May 31, 2022. It is a sweet high school romance that occurs through the robotics club. It shows the development of a relationship in a way that allows both teens to grow on their own. It is a young adult romance. 

Hell Followed with Us by Andrew Joseph White. I read this through Netgalley as an advanced reader copy. The book will come out on June 7, 2022. This is an apocalyptic story about a teenager who is the chosen leader of a terrorist Christian group that has brought the fall of the world and mass murdered non-believers. The only problem is that this chosen one is trans. This goes against the beliefs of the organization and furthermore, the boy does not want to be a bringer of more death. He escapes and joins a group of LGBTQ+ teenagers as they work together to fight the terrorist group. I really enjoyed this story. It is a young adult novel. 

Verity by Colleen Hoover. This is the first Colleen Hoover book that I have read. The book itself is very good, however, I did not personally like it. I didn't agree with the character's choices and there was a trope that I did not particularly like used in this book. (I cannot disclose the trope as it will spoil the twist). This is adult suspense. 

Silk Hills by Kate Sherron, Brian Level, and Ryan Ferrier. I read this book as an advanced reader copy through Netgalley. This comes out May 24, 2022. The art in this is really cool and creepy. This is a graphic novel for adults. 

Barbarian Lover by Ruby Dixon. This is my favorite series of the year. This is the third book in the Ice Planet Barbarians books. The love story in this book is absolutely adorable. Also, it's steamy. Let me tell you, this book had me gasping in shock and squealing with joy. I love these books. It is an erotic novel. 

Overall, I would say that I was pretty happy with my March reads. There weren't any books that I finished and wished I hadn't read. 

Saturday, April 2, 2022

Review: Shay With Me by Lily Courtade

 


Shay With Me Website (for information on where this book can be purchased please click this website link) 


I read this book because the author reached out to me and recommended it. I quickly went to check the reviews on Amazon and Goodreads to make sure that this was a book that I would be interested in. 

This is the story of two women, Shay (40s) and Mallory (60s) who have been friends for years. Mallory becomes ill with a deadly virus no one has survived and Shay goes to take care of her. During her illness, Mallory admits to Shay that she has been in love with her for some time. Shay is a religious woman, so this is a bit of a personal confrontation for her. However, Mallory is her person. These two women have been there for each other for years. 

The romance in this book is very sweet. It is the kind of romance you would want for yourself, your parents, etc. at 40 and 60. A romance where the two people love each other dearly and support each other through their hardships. There is such tenderness between the couple. I really enjoyed watching them build their life together. 

I will say that a lot happens in this book. I found myself gasping and vocalizing my distress/joy. It might have been a bit much to happen in a book for a simple gal such as myself, but a lot happens in a couple years in real life so it is not unrealistic. I will also mention that although this is a story about older lesbians, there is a threesome involving a man. (You could potentially skip over this part as it is a short part of the book.) I think that is good to be aware of if that might make you uncomfortable. 

For a full list of content warnings, be sure to check StoryGraph. There is some mature and potentially upsetting content present in this book. 

I really enjoyed this story. I liked the relationships present in the book. It was good to watch Shay deal with her personal/religious beliefs and how they conflicted with her relationship and learning to overcome that. I also like the idea that even after years of beings alone, there is still the opportunity to find love. I really liked the ending of this book. I think it ended in a way that provides hope and happiness for the future of their relationship. It was also nice to read a book with main characters older than their 30s (I typically read young adult or new adult). Be sure to check this book out. 

Review: Gender Queer by Maia Kobabe

  I picked this book up during the Trans Rights Readathon. I do have a  Youtube video  where I talk about it and my own experience with gend...